I married my husband 10 years ago. He was an amazing Godly man. But after six months of being married, I felt suffocated. He demanded me to submit to him in every single thing. I couldn't even choose what to eat in a restaurant without feeling scared and guilty. He constantly reminded me that I was lucky to be married to him, and that he could pick anybody, but he married me. Well, that was not a compliment at all. He didn't allow me to hang out with my parents and relatives. He kept me to himself. I obeyed him, because I want to be obedient, to be submissive.